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very big boo today... hours of work.. means nothing.. when it comes to knownledge and understanding.. some ppl are born smart, and some ppl just dont have fate with numbers...

its a very long story. and its not as simple as some of u mite say... thnx guys for all the luck, all the calls, the sms, and offline msgs =) its been my longest longest days.... seems like i havent gotten decent sleep for the longest time.. but reallie am not even missing sleep anymore.. rite now.. its.. the anticipation.. sooner or later.. i need to know.. i want to have some spirit in me.. instead of letting this weigh me down.. more and more by day.

i wanna know.. wat's gonna happen.. but.. not daring to think too much about wat mite happen.. have no mood to do anything reallie.. i just dont feel like talking.. my dad's been knocking on the door.. and i've been pretending to sleep.. haha with lights on and all eh?.. watever.. i reallie am not in the mood to explain myself.. when there's nothing to explain..

i picked it, i chose... it was to prove that i can do alternatives.. that i can do something else.. but anyways.. i dont want to make any more decisions.. ever again.. i dont trust myself. i still have to write the prof an email.. reallie dont know wat.. been dreading it.. til now..

love u guys lots! =) thnx for everything! its just.. not that simple.