morals.

spend the past while chatting with lucia about morals and evilness.. very boooo.... up to a point when u cant convince yourself with explanations and excuses.. then it seems like nothing makes sense... i dont have room in my mind to accommodate what i cant explain. at times i wonder why things bother me as much as they do, then i wonder why no one else seems to care... maybe cuz the world's been running as is forever now, but i've never grown to realize wat's been happening... its all disappointment.. self convincing.. accept (or not).. then pretend everything's fine then continue =)

weird i think.... how the same things goes on everywhere hahaha.. guess no matter wat culture ur in... doesnt reallie matter.. in the end.. men continue to be men.. and women continue to be ma fan... =P and life goes on, no explanation needed.

just makes me realize wat a blessing it must be to find someone you can actually get married with.. and stay together through the years and just.. grow old... haha maybe just a life partner u can fully trust is already hard enough nowadays. haha or is there "fully trust" anymore.... anyways.. love my parents =) i think it reallie takes alot of work for two people to live together for so long.. despite the fact they dont speak to each other.. haha its funny how if i tell one something, im sure i'll have to tell the other, because they dont speak.. heck *hon*