不開心就不開心
silence.limit.absence.
i question myself how ridiculous this can get.. one day i'll be depressed, haha, at this moment... just feeling like crap, just wanted ppl to be around, just want to vent, just one of those nites... just me. in these years i've earned my way thru to be a pessimist, realize that things happen and justifications wont hold, thoughts flow in and out of me as they wish, everything about anyone adds up in my mind, any single worry can accumulate and become one big problem, and then once again i realize im nothing. i know how i am, and i know this is a phase... just skimming back at past entries, i had my good days, i've tried to be optimisitc again, i see my cycle ... and so i know tm'll will be a better day.. im just tired. i know well off that we're to count our blessings and not our worries... but its all in a cycle.. i just wish this cycle can stay on my better days.

3am *bupbup@me.alone*