haha today.. while checking email.. got an email from a leo fan telling us to vote for leo.. for MTV awards.. haha i remember last year.. this time.. all of us were going nuts.. creating many many accounts.. voting every few seconds and monitoring the results.. with emails of strategies.. of how to vote.. or who's winning.. or who should be doing wat.. that was last year.. haha.. seemed like such a long time ago now.. seemed like.. i left a part of me behind.. the youthful innocent part. this year's been rough but i guess growing is necessary.. ai.. now that even reading week has passed.. hm.. seems like my last official break in school is done.. the years i used to look forward to march breaks.. and then to readings weeks.. and looking forward to summer holidays.. now.. there just seems to be nothing to look forward to... just a very blank future.

so its lent already.. i've been thinking about wat to give up this year.. previous years the decision was easier.. because wat i liked to do was so distinct.. it was easy to pick it up and give up those things .. now.. hm.. i hardly msn.. hardly go shopping.. hardly go nuts over junk food... hardly do anything anymore.. for lent this year.. i give up bitching.. i give up hatred.. during the lenten season.. God grant me patience... to love.