hm... its that time of the year again.. its labour day weekend, GT weekend, still can't believe i'm not going this year.. it would've been.. the 6th year this year i think? i've lost count... so much have changed through these years... so many things i've taken away from previous GT... so many people i met... so many moments to giggle about =) i'll miss u guys so much... but it just didnt feel right to me to go just to see people... it just feels like i dont have that energy in me... to even search or dig deeper for anything anymore... i just want to chill and do absolutely nothing. hehehe waiting for patrick to come... miss our... just study days... chill at library then go eat wings... lovely... can u come back any faster!!?? have fun at GT guys =)

this year has just been so different.. so many new things... so many different things, i think i'm the type that likes a stable life.. but finally now i feel like i have to take some new challenges, start to do things different, and explore to see my limits.. instead of just walking down one path forward not knowing how to turn... we'll see ...

i'll be going to detroit this weekend for two days =) pretty excited to go, cant believe we're finally going away together, its been years of talk hahaha just talk talk and talk and then plan nothing... can't believe its actually happening, even though its gonna be pure shopping at least no thinking is involved! its nice to get away for awhile... just dont want to be at work...

im just so tired. glad another day's finished... =)