it's finally Easter long weekend.. waited forever for it to come... so much work to do and catch up on this weekend.... i must be productive in what needs to be done. Went to Blessed Trinity church yesterday =) packed for the Good Friday mass, didnt even get near the chapel, but to see everyone, all these other catholics around u patiently sitting, it was an amazing feeling, this is our union with Christ and the Church... i guess that's where faith comes from, from standing together, not seeing but believing. =)

went to watch the passion of the Christ at mark and pp's, scenes and messages became more vivid than the first time i watched it, made me feel more sinful than ever... ai.. Jesus remember me... "love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you, for if you love only those who love you, in what are the rewards?" there was only one simple instruction to follow... to love as i have loved you...

Easter vigil tonite, my all time favourite mass of the year ever since i could remember... haha it was all about the candles, so prettie, love watching candle spread in darkness.. felt especially homey to be at cmc tonite, nice and cozy =) today Fr. Leung said... to live as a catholic, is to constantly die of self and relive in Christ... what Jesus did on the cross, was held his suffering to God, and then relive and continue to pray for those who caused his pain. It doesnt mean that when ur life is perfect, and everything is in order, then you 'have time' and go care for those around you, it should be when others come in your path, that you should put yourself aside and give up your own problems to God, so that with your empty of self, you can fully offer yourself, that you may continue to show your love and spirit to those around you =)

in terms of schoool... its very close to the end now, all the lasts have happened.. the last words, last lecture, last rush to hand in the assignments before 5, last evaluation sheet, the last official school holiday... its gonna be more and more studying from now on... went to study with choboo today... patrick we miss you lots... ai.. i know.. 5 pounds ma.. but the chicken wings are waiting for you. pray for our exams... me and cho just talk all day without u... comeback.

lastly, pray for PEACE... *we're companions on the journey, breaking bread and sharing life, and the love we bear is the hope we share, for we believe in the love of our God, and we believe in the love of our God* ...... God help us live as companions

just realize, hehe, today is 416 =P anywayssss... Happy Easter =)