... seems like its been a while since i've came in to rant about my life =P just a lil update then, all's well... work's going on and on.. i got my own funds! im starting to be a little more interested in things that are happening at work now that im held responsible if i screw up... its funny when a bunch of guys shooting elastic bands settle down in a meeting and actually talk about issues... overall, im reallie seeing this job as a good opportunity to learn... so much going on everyday, i just have to start bothering people and asking for work and ask to take care of more responsibilities... hm.. i hate responsibilities.. blah.. something i've gotta work on handling... and start learning how to deal with late hours... i wish i could go to work at 10am.. unfortunate finch station with its limited parking.. so gay.

lately.. not so much to vent about... life's been a daze.. just going with the flow.. rather confused about some things at times... but life goes on =) i wish people and things can be more simple and straight forward... reminding myself to live in the present moment. haha sometimes im just reallie happy that at least we know life is just temporary on earth... we're meant for eternity... so reassuring =) so it really doesnt matter what goes on now... trying to live life to the fullest... haha i should start to waste less time -__-" mone use to always tell me to do more, talk less.... i reallie should start trying to put that in action.

speaking of which.. sigh.. today was listening to leo's song... and in the lyrics.. there's this one line that triggers my thoughts at my own dad... he's grown so much older... when i look at him now, he reallie seems different... things have changed and shifted.. i've reallie gotta do something for them, more at home, more for the family... before its too late... its hard to believe that i've grown up into an adult... that im no longer a teen, time to be more responsible. time to plan for a more definite and concrete future. sigh...which reminds me.. i need to remind them to sign that form to reimburse the cfa money...

and also today... during the sunday school meeting... vicky came to pledge for donations for her trip to a third world country... i wish i was still in school.. there's no way i can afford 3 months... i reallie want to do it tho... reallie do... she's going to the country to spread spiritual awareness to the kiddies there =) me and viv talked about it some.. hehe do they have programs for 2 weeks.. haha for our.. 10 limited vacation days.. -_____-"

alrities.. do more, talk less...
praying for you guys.. take care =)