...

i think happiness and sadness do..kinda balance out each other... its all fair..

blah yesterday was my over giddy day.. today was like.. haha the total opposite? boo.. its been raining on and off all day.. maybe that's why tooo..

didnt sleep well last nite.. i think i had a nitemare? dont even remember... blah.. called first thing in the morning.. cuz he was worried sick over the assignment.. and started me on my worried streak again.. as if going to sleep rite after talking for hours about it wasnt enough...

rite now.. hm.. we're all screwed? i hope we're just scaring ourselves.. and its reallie not as bad as we think.. i just want to redo my assignment and go dt hand it in.. and finish with it tm.. no time to play with this man.. weekend i have work.. boo

the hardest part.. is we cant reallie redo it.. hm. no one understands.. and this course.. NOT having a textbook reallie is not helping.. just boo.. there's just so much that could happen.. as much as we're all trying to convince each other that its ok its ok.. boo good try guys.. i can TELL worries when i see them..

下起雨 也要勇敢前進

happie wednesday =)

*happie birthday to yeeee*.. haha no im not evil.. not gonna mention.. that. please forgive me?

haha today's been a longg day.. woke up late for school oh boo! was supposed to be at school by 1130 to copy my assignment due at one.. ended up that the stupiddddd ttc.. had to stop due to some emergency?! very big boo there.. but ran into wuss and sy! blah.. and she decided to SKIP class.. er! anyways.. subway too awhile to come.. and i got dt at 1240.. not enough time to copy assignment due at 1pm.. finished copying at like.. 1:45? ran over.. haha dropped it off.. ran out.. =) yea! success!

decided to skip eco and do my assignment due tonite at 6pm =) haha heck.. so much fun today.. haha well as always.. heh for so many damn hours.. haha almost felt bad.. boo.. dunno why u guys dai b with me wor.. reallie =P haha we made my kinder surprise toy today =) wahahaha.. and use the shell to clip his hair.. im so gonna miss them next year.. ai.. no math.. er.. today haha laughed so hard.. stomach cao gun.. gay.. today outside SS.. there were Gilette ppl handing out blades to guys and to girls.. some.. other thing? and stupid sei jai bao was surprised the gilette ppl can tell i was a girl.. haha cuz they didnt give me the shaving blade.. ding! hahaha.. why u so honest.. go away. wahaha.. despite its my longest days.. i learnt to look forward to school on wednesdays =P

sometimes i feel like im growing up =) and getting old and everything else.. and then.. haha i'd know im not growing.. by how fai i can get.. serious wor.. all day at ss lounge.. laugh forever.. then fai with everyone i talk to.. i make no sense.. haha.. boo me.. but its fun heh-ing with them =) haha i just had such a good day today... *smiles*

tonite.. apm class.. booo.. i didnt get my assignments back.. i think the TA caught us.. so.. wat's gonna happen?... WELLL.. hm.. dunno.. i just hope he didnt catch us.. for the assignment due today.. it got postponed now due next monday at 9am.. dai b.. so im gonna hand it in on friday.. gotta redo it anyways.. boo.. haha oh forgot to say.. today in class these gwai jais.. and us.. we were talking while prof teaching.. then gwai jai asked outloud.. do u understand wat's going on? everyone turned to look at him.. then this other gwai jai said.. i was lost since two classes ago!.. and then our jaws dropped open.. haha literally.. all of us.. then.. someone said.. "wow.. ur doing prettie good" hahaha.. we all cracked up.. cuz we were all lost since last term! wahahahaha *love*

now back to work.. gonna miss my happie wednesdays...

let.it.be. *hugs*

pray for us.. ivan said.. assignment issue.. mo gum simple.. ai.. please.. let the TA be dumb...

rest.

so exhausted today.. finished my paper last minute, headed down, didnt fall asleep in class and took notes!.. back uptown to work.. got cash trained today =) so so tired.. mentally and physcially.. blah...

tm's yee's bday.... happy 22nd bday =) wahahahahaha i feel so evil, hehe dun u just love me? =P

tm.. wednesdays are my longest days of school.. blah.. two assignments due that.. im not planning to do at the moment.. =P screw it.. i'll wake up REAL early to do them.. *rite*

你說世界太灰沉 滿是愁雲沒吸引
每每在命途遇困 心在抖震
無助叫喚帶傷感
我說縱是太灰沉 你別垂頭在抖震
每每世事難盡興
求別要 愁著臉來渡一生

take care dude... *smiles* cuz the sun's shining =)

and to my kukussssss... hehe clarissa downloaded the starbiz clip of leo and my boy! haha.. mok hoi heem.. hm.. 6 yrs old.. but they're soooo cuteee.. well heem jai is cute... i uploaded it to yousendit.. here's the link! LEO AND HEEM HEEM =)

~ peace...

Lord Jesus Christ, your light shines within us
Let not my doubt nor my darkness speak to me
Lord Jesus Christ, your light shines within us
Let my heart always welcome your love

very boo

haha i like these lyrics.. stole it from eddieboo..
有時候 我想不會有人了解 心理面藏著的痛
我害怕 用真心面對這世界 只好越來越沉默

hm.. today's been such a long day.. dont even remember alot of wat happened anymore.. which mite be a good idea.. *thnx to prettie bethie for the bunnny cookiesss*

feeling very.. weird rite now.. aching kinda... boo everything....

dont want to do my stupid paper.. its taking too long.. no patience.. maybe not tonite..

blah blah blah..

*dont need to fear dont need to cry dont need to worry i'll be there*
not too comforting tonite.


add oil kk...

happy easter =)

another tiring day, another happie day =)

met up with my girls today.. had a blast.. wahahaha.. i swear.. next time we go sing.. i think we should all practice first.. err.. for the sake of the ppl next dooor? so crazy today... haha i miss our young days =( oh booooo! hehe, then we went to timmys to study.. was.. not productive... talked too much hehehe.. then to easter vigil! havent been to mass with u guys for ages! haha sure brings back memories...

Easter vigil is like my favourite mass of the year =) hehe candles are so prettie and peaceful, and hm.. i just think the candle light.. brings me new hope... it was nice this year, we got to sit at the aisle where the altar boys turned around to pass the light to us... started with the church with us standing in the dark.. then the priest would walk in with a candle.. symbolizing Christ's light (haha in straight translation...) and the light would be passed to the altar boys then to each and everyone of us.. to light up the whole church *prettie* i always thought it was such a 'jong goon' moment.. to see the one light that spread thru the darkness of the church... that only if we choose to.. we dont have to be in darkness.. hm... the mass was reallie long with lottsss of readings.. but most importantly the baptism vows were resaid.. and we reconfessed our sins... i think we're so lucky to be catholics.. hehe.. i remember.. at christmas mass.. i was thinking.. ok.. this is a chance of rebirth.. start over.. and renew.. THEN there was new years.. haha.. new years resolutions? THEN there was chinese new years.. haha.. to follow up on my new year resolution.. *hon*.... hahhaa.. now its easter! vowed, confessed, and ready to be a new me again =)

Fr. leung also mentioned during mass.. that Michael Pang... a cmc parishioner, actively involved in the committee and in doing readings and other cmc activities ... he passed away this morning at 8ish am after struggling with cancer since november.. Fr said despite all the pain he went thru, he never once complained, he'd joke around when he could talk.. and pray.... please keep him and his family in your prayers...

just opened a xanga account.. "wishflo"... just to leave comments and get on the protected list?
be strong, girlie... sux to see u hurt.. u have me u have me! love u! =) *hugs*

only if i can sleep... forever =)

my tiredness is kicking in.. all i crave now.. is sleep... except the stupid dog is BARKING! why.do.i.have.a.dog.... *GrrRRr!* blah.. im sooo tired.. while i was driving home today.. felt like.. i was already in a dream.. the whole past week of sleeping 4ams were no good.. its not working.. it'd be different.. if say.. im still in highschool? haha.. and the stupid nap this morning was too short.. blah.. my bed misses me.. i miss my beeedd!.. *nice*

freaked out rite before the stupid midterm, blah somebody for screwing me up! asking shit rite before the test.... anyways.. i dunno.. i guess we're all screwed again.. the point is.. i tried so hard this time.. dont think i've studied like this.. since... haha.. second year? too many stupid hypothesis to remember.. i better pass.. ai.. great.. stats won.. go away. i lost.. again. big booo.

the stupid dog is STILL BARKING!

dont give a shit .. gonna try napping even with him barking.. haha.. gotta get up to do my stupid paper draft.. i dont even wanna do it.. but the whole world of chinese just all have to do this and that.. why... why no life.. sigh.. haha i was thinking.. the prof said before friday.. did he actually mean.. thursday NITE? or.. friday midnite? oh well better be friday midtnite..

no *me* tonite.. at least i know ur sleeping =) sweet dreams! so proud of u for finishing ur paper! *give u 1 smartie!.. that's.. all i have.. boo* i hope ceasar isnt barking on ur side.. *hon*

goood morning =)

its bright and early.. very snowy outside still.. but its somewat prettie... been looking forward to light.. boo kk just went to nap.. its 6 goodnite! ... goKU!

stayed up all nite with *me*.. amazingly im not tired.. haha.. considering i didnt nap... i guess.. the more u sleep.. it actually makes u more tired?! i dunno.. i guess in a few hours.. i should take a quick nap.. haha.. dun wanna be dreaming through the actual midterm..

blah.. actually ging gang over this stupid midterm.. i dunno why i just never get this.. do one question.. un one question. the end... ai.. my brain is just not very stats.. and looking up numbers is definitely pissing me off.... boo *worried* failed this last year.. blah.. but im not gonna give in to stats this time.. its possible.. there's hope.. *sigh* a few more sections to go.. then memorize.. then past tests.. then.. hm.. its time..

so hungry rite now.. im waiting for my dad to get up to take tobes out to shit.. haha so that i can go down to cook noodle.. hm.. i wannna eaaat!

love u eddieboo... the end.

rise and shine!

damn.. haha its not very morning anymore.. oh boo! haha too bad =P blah.. the 315 assignment last nite... obviously didnt like me, blah.. 3.5% please go kill urself.. er! i have.. one hour to see dan write something.. now! hahaha, blah ended up chatting with k-bi about leo *hon*.... better luck today with the paper!

blah.. but she just told me.. ai.. the his385 draft.. last day is this friday... email to prof.. hahah.. ya baby good luck, haha.. i didnt exactly START the research yet.. my stats midterm is tm nite from 6-9pm.. so by the time im back home.. i'll have to start bs-ing then.. *major hon*

some stupid fly flew in my room last nite around 4ish?!.. shit.. i reallie cant live alone.. wahaha.. it was sooo scary... that thing was soooo ugly.. *argh* i um.. ended up turning off all the lights and turning on all the lights outside my room?! in hopes it'd leave.. im not even sure where it is.. but definitely.. hate flies the most.. wait... spiders.... oh nono.. ladybugs.. ya.. anything that can crawl AND fly.. blah disgusted!

today: 315.. then skip 328 *thnx kk* go to stats office hour... then 362 from 6-9.. that i REALLIE wanna skip...

(2 Co 1:8-11)

my longest shift...

haha came home and all of a sudden.. new bloggers =) *welcome hugs*

just came back from work today.. boo had a major headache the whole day.. i was so tired.. i actually felt like i was gonna faint today... went to loblaws after and got blueberry cheesecake crunch! haha recommanded by eddieboo.. better be good! err! blah.. still gotta do 315 assignment due tm.. but gonna nap first.. too headachie to math.

went to lunch with josy and connie today at overeasy.. yummy!.. haha blah.. too much gossips too much laughs.. haha reminded me of 2nd year.. which seemed ages ago now... but i think we can all recall the horror.... boo!... 2nd year actsci.. ai... reminded me of this song.. haha

是否還記得 從前美麗的天色
那時天很藍 我們的未來都在不遠地方晴朗著
一切都變了 生命不只是快樂
濃濃黑霧籠罩我們 暴風雨就要來了
但 誰說不能 肩並著肩 站穩
我們用心和用愛 創造 讓新的世界誕生

在我心中我知道 這是永恆的長跑
好不容易 來到這裡 明天還要 追更多榮耀
把自己角色扮演好 全力以赴每一秒
和我的家人 和我的朋友 向著目標
手牽手 一起走到

lo lic =)

4am.hungry.

haha just wanted to come in to blah a bit.. haha omg omg! haha *enjoy urself tonite*.. how'd u get it playing?!.. boo can i steal ur link.. can i can i? hahaha its ok.. i'll just go in ur xanga to listen =P its not even midi.. *miss my leo*

boo.. sooo starving rite now... sleep is no longer an issue at this time of the nite.. so used to it by now.. just.. gotta conquer hunger now.. *argh* blah.. reallie shouldnt eat at this time of the nite.. haha maybe that's why there's Many Me.. instead of mini me.. BOO!

tm... buy pc cheesecake cookies!!!! lunch with exactsci buds =P then 385 class.. confirm topic with prof.. work at 4pm =) i switched my shift with my girlie, so that on thursday i can take the 6-9pm midterm instead of the 2-5pm.. hehe smartie eh?.. im just gonna be dead tired tm.. boo..

back to stats... hm.. true wor.. pick myself.. no pity..

add oil peeeeps!!! i think can do it ga =) possible...

on a nice sunny day....

its all down to procrastinating again.. hm.. it just takes me so long to understand these things.. booo.. just a month or two to go... watever happens from now to then... will determine which way i should go.. hm.. one way or the other.. dont know wat im looking for.. either way.. gotta work hard... im not gonna allow myself to have anymore regrets...

went to my 315 class today.. definitely over 100 ppl are enrolled.. but today? there's a total of 19.. and he had to hand out the course evaluation today.. haha i guess he figured we're the bunch that loved him enough to come to class.. he should do it on wednesdays.. when we actually come to hand in assignments... or maybe ppl'd hate him more?... well haha.. when i went to hand in my evaluation.. saw most other ppl gave him 1s and 2s for his teaching and marking and being fair, etc... poor dude... honestly.. dont want to see u ever again.

wat a bright sunny day =) the weather's sooo nice today.. only if i could... just go out and swing or something... too bad i dont wanna walk the dog.. haha boo me... have work soon enough.. for stupid 6 hours today.. i hope im in baby's.. dunno why.. haha so nice outside.. but feeling so pressured all day.. like.. hm.... just want to relax and breath.. but cant.. ?! blah.. watever.. just one of those... need a hug days..

*sigh* sweetie i hope ur day is good.. blah ur too pro for me to worrie about, haha even if its a coincidence.. its still pro man! there's only one of you... cant split urself... just hope you're happy =)

just... boo...

boo.. so tired today... haha.. its me *weak* day.. hehe gayness =P so behind in everything now... didnt study too much today.. just started my problem sets review.. haha didnt do assignment yet.. someone please do it...

boo.. so tired and sick of everything in general... i dont reallie think im too simple.. but.. hm... i dont know.. haha i think i think way too much.. for other people.. obviously.. i think my life is simple enough.. with my own problems to deal with, but at least i know a general direction of where im heading... even if i may not get there... just boooo.. booo.. *sigh* reallie dont understand how you guys do it... maybe i'll never understand.. doesnt matter.. just BOO!

怎麼會讓 我也變得一樣 冷漠眼光 為了生活而慌張
什麼力量 竟然能讓夢想被遺忘 現實讓人受傷 真心卻悲劇收場
想要解放 面對現實的失望 太多假裝 帶我離開這地方
這虛偽的世界就是這模樣 不要太去在意別人什麼眼光
受了傷 再沮喪 我有自己的嚮往
而當我察覺到我眼底的光芒 才發現我還是懷抱希望理想
哭一場 在沒有人的地方 走我的方向

.. booo.. first entry here.. DL is down..

i've moved... cuz DL is always down.. boo i dont blame them or anything.. but tonite i just wanted to blab on and on forever =)

haha went to bsp yesterday.. there were only 4 of us.. oh boooo i miss all u guys that couldnt make it.. miss u lots and lots! haha but we made it thru, despite jerome falling asleep, maria coming and going, pris drifting off.. and me just.. cramping.. wat a nite.. at least now i know about 666 and 777... hehe coolnessses

today went to my beef date with k-bi! so glad u were there with me.. no worries.. im fine and surviving.. blah.. we all know how bad it feels.. *argh* even ginger tea eh?! i was prettie productive today man... got thru all my lecture notes.. tm im gonna have to go thru all the problem sets i barely touched.. whoops, hehehe... went to fmp haha picked up the leo concert clips cd! thnx for burning it for me, dude =) gonna watch it tm while i study, need me leo! hehehe

went to ikea with yee.. omg had my hotdog haha.. it was only 50 cents?!.. gay! i wanted to order like.. 12 hotdogs! haha.. booo.. anyways.. i got new bedsheets and matching towels with yee! ho prettie ga! girl! prettie! purple!

tonite met up with some of my highschool people =) haha so jokes.. and.. haha... well me and yee.. haha of course.. came up with...

The study of mo-liu-ology
Founders: Flocci Chng, Vinra Woan
1st Student: Teresa Wong
No male students will be accepted…..for obvious reasons

wahaha.. man... aii.. too much laughs.. i missed u guys.. even tho.. we've all grown up and some things have changed, haha glad that we could still sit and .. just be nuts? haha also kinda realize.. that... the world.. reallie have split into different ppl with.. different moral standards.. and.. smarties =P (ar yee ar yee, go to the leo ku concert download thing, i didnt try them yet, but alot ppl posted aaron links..)

tm.. study.work.mass with *me*!!!

miss jai *u made my day =)*
honeyboos *hugss & smiles!*