Monday, May 30, 2005

my day at work

had the longest shift of my life today!.. actually.. it wasnt so bad.. passed by quite ok.. wasnt at all dreading =)

its all good.. EXCEPT!.. some woman.. came in with 3 girls and one boy.. stupid spoiled brats.. the stupid boy had to go pee but someone was in it at the moment.. and he stood up on a bench and started kicking the door?! and im like.. well i can open the other washroom for u like.. with the key? and he completely ignored me.. and i figured.. maybe he's shy like that?! but noooo he's just RUDE like that.. booo! anyways.. then when he finally came over to my side and i opened it up for him.. he went in.. with his mom.. and then after like.. 15 minutes? one of my coworker went in.. came out screaming! cuz there was pee on the wall.. like.. WTF?!.. HELLLLLO!.. gayass.. i was sooo grossed out.. never went in ofcoz.. then.. this woman.. continued to find clothes for her kids to try on... and they were in the handicapped fitting room.. when they come out and stuff.. they did purchase alot of things, so all of us had to be all smiles to her.. and her son by that time.. had stop screaming with his tantrum.. and sat himself down playing his nintendo DS.. then he screamed out loud to his mother "why is that kid looking at me funny, as if he's never seen a nintendo DS before".. and i thought that was SOOOO RUDE!... anyways.. then this kid needed to go pee again, and im not sure wat happened next.. but when we checked the fitting room again.. there was pee in the friggin corner.. nice going... if i ever had such a naughty son.. i think i mite just have to slap him 5000 times or something.. GEEEEZ!

another incident was this chinese lil girl with her whole family.. of like.. 10?!.. and they were speaking in chinese sooo damn loud.. and im just getting annoyed.. anyways.. guess wat the girl did.. walked up to another girl.. (whom i love so much, she has curls and all) they're about the same age.. i guess.. 3 or 4? .. and the chinese girl pinched the other girl's face... and then the chinese mom finally realized wat was going on and ran over and laughed, mumbled sorrie, and left.. and the english mom ran over picked up her crying daughter and she was like "oh poor thing..." so i went to her and gave her a sticker to stop her from crying, but she's such a sweetie.. ai.. poor thing.. boo

hm.. moral of my day @ kids? well... take care of ur own kids.. teach them.. seriously... parents nowadays reallie have trouble bring up proper kids. haha how else did everything turn evil?! *evil parents!* hahaha

Sunday, May 29, 2005

new day new day! new hope! new year =) its gonna be goood.. haha woke up extra early today.. due to.. NOISE IN THE HOUSE! *argh* haha but feeling productive today already... actually feeling like a new start (.. like i said.. hm.. during new years.. and then.. chinese new years.. hahaha).. but this time i actually feel it, dont plan on forgetting things, but im ready to look forward, things will have to change for the better.. should start some good habits.. heheh instead of lingering on to grey grey world.

haha turning older isnt a bad thing afterall.. at least this means last year's over =) that was a prettie crappy year, but im not gonna let that repeat itself in my history... feeling quite good about myself today.

hahaha thnx *me* for everything, haha and knowing me too well to see the 51% angel! haha im sure the 49% bitch.. wasnt tooo hard to realize =P thnx =)

thnx for the bday wishes =) haha.. the nice ones and the.. *evil* ONE!!!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

morals.

spend the past while chatting with lucia about morals and evilness.. very boooo.... up to a point when u cant convince yourself with explanations and excuses.. then it seems like nothing makes sense... i dont have room in my mind to accommodate what i cant explain. at times i wonder why things bother me as much as they do, then i wonder why no one else seems to care... maybe cuz the world's been running as is forever now, but i've never grown to realize wat's been happening... its all disappointment.. self convincing.. accept (or not).. then pretend everything's fine then continue =)

weird i think.... how the same things goes on everywhere hahaha.. guess no matter wat culture ur in... doesnt reallie matter.. in the end.. men continue to be men.. and women continue to be ma fan... =P and life goes on, no explanation needed.

just makes me realize wat a blessing it must be to find someone you can actually get married with.. and stay together through the years and just.. grow old... haha maybe just a life partner u can fully trust is already hard enough nowadays. haha or is there "fully trust" anymore.... anyways.. love my parents =) i think it reallie takes alot of work for two people to live together for so long.. despite the fact they dont speak to each other.. haha its funny how if i tell one something, im sure i'll have to tell the other, because they dont speak.. heck *hon*

會過去的

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

so very tired...

hm.. sunday... had a huge bbq =) haha that was yummy.. i think i could definitely go for a third yam.. the rest of the nite.. was.. hm.. just.. too funny and weirddd...

yesterday went downtown with my family *i drove i drove* to queen's park for the marriage march thingee... super duper cold....... hahaha but the 'holy spirit blew away the black cloud'.. or.. cow?!

my so very tiredness just seems to drag onnn and onnn and onnn....

hahahaha physically tired from rushing back and forth everyday.. stupid lab took forever today.. and then crashed on me.... totally REFUSE! to do it again.. haha.. guess that's wat i'll have to do... first time i swore so loud in school in front of..... strangers..

mentally very tiredd.. haha.. things way too complicated for me to understand, i used to think that i was prettie complicated already.. i guess that was only cuz i compared to my mom.. totally simple minded.. (which is a good thing for women in general) anyways.. so as it turns out.. everyone have their own stories... which is still cool with me.. if they only think first. time after time... why. clueless. makes no sense. have a nice day. pray.

boo boo booo i swear im gonna go on a diet, just keep eating and eating and eating these few days.. truly used to believe that eating can make my world cheery =) *beeeeef*

oh.. and.. a very boo news... frosted flakes?.. corn flakes?.. the tiger?... tony?... well the guy who does tony's voice.. died over the weekend... its like.. tony died...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

today was... fa and win's big day =) hehehe.. they got married they got married! sooo prettie.. just sooo prettie *lovely* all of a sudden seems like everyone's getting married.. err... maybe its just cuz its summmer! must not have any connection with aging?! wahahaha.. blah.

today was such a nice day.. boo.. we didnt get to ... go and do anything youthful.. haha.. oh well.. watever... God is reallie testing my patience today.

pray.

eddieboo. please. cfa. would u?!

Monday, May 16, 2005

been a funny few days.. haha upsss and then downnsss then UP!

Status: In good standing

hehe.. the joy =)

soooooooo tired.

must pray.

must stay strong and hopeful and motivated.. until the day i have to go thru a canyon... blah.. watched this show last nite.. it was amazingly... hm... scary.. but quite inspiring if u dont watch the ending haha.. its gonna be on repeats wed nite on TLC if anyone's interested.

tm.. summer school... beginsss... we'll see wat happens...

and wanted to post this the other day... haha

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

boo

im just oh so tired rite now.. headache and all.. but just havent been in here for way too long.. feels kinda weird

been crazy few days.. super busy... dont reallie remember much of anything.. except i wanted to tell everyone.. i hot yoga-ed today! wahahaha.. omg..i wanted to die.... it's soooooo hot in there.. and ppl are sweating like crazy.. and.. well there's a first in everything.. it was.. cool.. very hot.. but.. it felt great when it was all done.. its a prettie good workout i think.. health wise that is.. i think.. yoga is like... a sport for the mind... blanked out for a few seconds.. then wanted to puke.. err.. yee didnt tell me ur not suppose to eat!!! anyways.. all the focus on breathing reallie calms you down.. and ur focus haha is on sweating.. so.. reallie.. there's absolutely no time to think at all.. perfect =) *thnx yee for bringing me*

went to my counsellor appointment thingee today.. for all of you that asked me about summer school.. or my summer .. or anything along that line.. well... now its definite im gonna be taking summer.. and its gonna be eco336y and phl245h... any suggestions for another easy half? things are not very settled yet.. but... i dont know.. at least i know where im at.. as much as i didnt wanna know about it.. its better to be truthful to urself..

oh.. and i looked at my math minor.. apparently.. i need to pick a half course to take from this list.. that has apm462.. and.. apm462 is actually apm362 from this year.. and i have apm362.. does anyone know.. if it can be counted towards my requirement? blah.. i just dun wanna go downtown to ask again.. oh and my 315 marks are out.. blah.. oh well.. see dan.. "here is to passing 315 after f*cking up the exam" ~cheers! love my mathies =)

been feeling eeeky lately... very boo very boo... and just found out about clarissa and her csc263... booo.. i know exactly how that is.. she's always been strong.. we'll overcome..

gonna head to sleep now.. yoga was sooo tiring... if i go next time i'll finally get to use my yoga mat *hype!* oh cheeeewy chewwy... golf golf!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

...... okies...

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

prettieeeeee

omgomg hahaha.. i've been studying.. and eating.. and then came home and checked up some pics

omg... just had to scream... that prettie bethie is soooooo pretttttieeee!
*jealous* PREEEEEETTTIE!

haha cant stop smiling =) awww soooo happy for u!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

*hon*



haha today.. was definitely a good meal =) havent felt so satisfied for.. awhile..

just opened my present from *me* its purple its purple! thnx for sticking with me sis.. thru all my shit.. and.. well.. lack of... hm. =) *Lord if you wont make me skinny, please make my friends fat* wahahahahaha good one.. *hon*.. i think.. ur prayer.. is answered.. boo!

went to fa and win's wedding shower.. just.. *smiles*... people.. gets married.. and.. ppl gets.. engaged... coolness.. haha i think i should migrate somewhere else.. so not to break the trend of natural law... *hon*

reminder to selfff hahhaha:
APM362H1S WED 04 MAY EV 7-10 STVLAD (where.. is st. vladimir institute...)
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