my new beginning

omgomg omg LEO IS COMING!.. ok let's not get tooo carried away.. but ya.. so i heard.. even auntie caroline said so =) wahahaha.. so hype.. like.. even with vanda and maria confirming.. i wasnt reallie convince.. but.. (yeayea)

anyways switched back to xanga for a bit.. haha just wanted to clarify.. my usename is wishflo on xanga.. the flochan on xanga's someone else.. geez. anyways, blah just got bored. wanted to come in and mark a NEW beginning..

my entire past few days.. have been.. super black days.. haha just one thing after another after another.. and to top it all offf! auntie days are sentimental days *thnx me* and i must say.. today's reallie the ugliest day of my life.. no jokes.. boo.

so starting tm... the world will be beautiful =) i have hope in tomorrow, nothing special... but.. i just wanted to set a line.. kinda like an end to wat's been going on.. gonna be a new beginning..

so we'll see =) haha and tomorrow.. i will be a girl *hon2* how exciting?! *sigh*.. welll its my girlie dayS anyways, mite as well look it.

and ian u BE A MAN! =P

tm is.. canada day! definitely not as proud to be a canadian as before.. nonetheless.. for all of us leftovers still fighting for wat we believe.. happie canada day =) funny.. passed by roots today.. and saw their poster... "true strong free"....... reallie? hm.. how true.. how strong.. how free... questionable.

boo.. tonite.. its my first nite without my blanket.. sigh..

cheap. why cheap.

-family-

today's... happy daddy day =)

spent my entire day with my family.. it was cool.. went to 419 with my parents to watch auntie caroline's performance.. and.. janus' vocal duet, ensembles, choirs.. watever.. she's in every single thing they had... anyways.. those kids are talented.. and they're.. mostly.. spoiled brats =) some stupid incident happened at 419.. that caused me and my bro to actually haha sit down and have a conversation.. well i realized, haha as the older (and ofcoz WISER) one.. i must reassure him.. that all's well =) but it was a nice talk tho haha.. stupid joker.

oh speaking of him.. haha he's been extra nice to me, even downloaded the 1-ding that had leo and opened it on my comp and put it as my wallpaper for me today, all cuz he wants my invisible pen! haha *AR YEE THE PEN WORRKS!!!* the story is.. i bought this pen at the dollars store a few days ago.. it's called the invisible pen, one side is the pen, the other end is a flashlight that emits black light.. so.. when u write it.. u cant see it.. unless u flash black light at it.. cool eh???

was a good girl today =) went to shop with my mom hahaha with my headache and all.. her voice wasnt helping.. but anyways.. it wasnt soo bad... i just cant explain why im like this towards her. just have NO patience wat so ever when it comes to her.

also had a talk with my dad, hahaha.. it was definitely my *family* communications day or something.. he didnt wanna go out to eat dinner tonite, it was nice tho.. we all stayed around and.. watched tv and stuff together, haha we were watching this show my mom taped from last nite.. the 2004 tvb father's day special.. haha too sweet, anyways, we just talked finally... about my 'future' ofcoz.. wat else? but at least now.. its clear between us.. im sure this bothers me as much as it had bothered him, not to be able to bring it up everytime.. =)

oh.. and lastly..... random.. hahahahaha..
"why do they call it wonderbra?"
"cuz after you take it off, you wonder where it went"

ohoh! and garfield turned 27 today =) hahaha

boo just twisted my neck while running over to the tv... wat the heck.. haha.. age is coming upon me.. errrr.. ouch it hurts.. i dont think i can study for econ anymore than =)

had a busy and lazy few days, haha just been continuing my laziness ... and my tiring days dragged on and on.. yesterday was my mom's bday, my family is so ma fan. my dad loves to come in and talk.. forever and ever... *headahce*

lab due tuesday haha cant do anything about it tho =) need computer in school! wahahaha, midterm thursday.. er.. hm.. study-ing... but so bored.. boo connie.. i hope.. this course isnt a bad choice.. like starfish. *hon*

uploaded pics.. from.. last week.. so miscellaneous, here and there.. hm.. of edd and wuss, faithsharing and bbtea pics

ohoh and watched jor 1 ding.. the new episode, and the finale from before.. haha so funny.. 'lo hoi pang' pretended to be leo... *hon* x 100.. errrr! and 莫凱謙 sang 一步一生.... *love my 謙謙* and they showed clips of the toronto 1 ding?.. and.. i think i saw christine.. actually.. it has to be her. cools.

just uploaded new pics of tobey boy

sunday =)

today was a warm sunny day =) more like hot hot hot! i guess hot weather makes the person even more tired.. haha that's why summer's a season to be lazy! wahahaha!

woke up kinda early today, went to cmc to sell fundraising stuff =) super glad it all went well, and with great results! =) PP was super prettie! they must be so happy and proud their class is getting confirmed! geez.. i remembered MY confirmation.. blah.. that was.. a bit too long ago.. haha.. and prettie bethie was here *thnx sweetie* im gonna turn into a girl.. hm.. wait and see? ohoh and renee was there today too!.. basically there were just lots and lots of ppl =) even ran into thomas and kevin and aggy's parents! oh! and doris and vicky came by too! coolnesses, eh?

speaking of highschool people... went to celebrate kim's bday with a bunch of them last nite =) too cools! havent seen them in... wat.. 3 years? then bumped into yee and them.. wat a surprise...

anyways.. back to today, i went to work rite? and we had this meeting with all the staff in? anyways. it was prettie fun, and we watched videos and stuff.. did u know that in the beginng Gap started out with Levi's?! they were called The Gap & Levi's! hahaha. cuz the initial idea was that.. everyone should be able to find a comfy pair of jeans *hon*...

hehe and thnx *me* for giving me the GOOOD news! so so so sOOOO happy! dont think anyone else will be able to understand the *JOY* at that moment except you =) *happy happy joy joy* as much as i want it to be true.. haha now that i think about it.. its not that possible.. so i think i can convince myself its rumors... after last time.. ai.. and the time we took to heal.. i think.. we should just.. keep watch..

tm.eddieboo convo.. now..? cannot find her. call me edd.

When You Believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

*touched*

omg.. just came back from the tv.. haha.. been crying with those girls in the show... boo i wanna go to that 'starting over' house.. so touching today, so much love, today was kim and jennifer's graduation... **congratulations, you've started over =)** they played clips from previous shows.. and they made thank you speeches.. im just so overwhelmed at the moment after watching them, ofcourse i dont even know these people, but im just so happy they've made it thru, i can just imagine how hard it must be to make it to this day, how much they had to fight thru and overcome, and have the faith and courage to start over again.. so so very proud of them.... =) *go out there and shine!*

its been a prettie good few days for me, things seem to be heading uphill slowly.. finally! =) except my tummy's been bothering me lately.. gotta work on that.. haha... but its been good, i've started to work on some new habits.. haha.. continuing them is another thing..

haha yesterday went to take some pics outdoors! i guess the weather helps too, haha i used to love rainy days so much.. but now its all about the sun =) thnx yee for baking =) *cookies day pics* overall, feeling quite loved lately, starting to appreciate more and love more... thnx everyone for helping me make my days happier =)

ohoh.. u know Koffler's Student Center? Murry Koffler, the guy we named the place after? just found out that he opened Shoppers Drug Mart!!! isnt that the coolest? haha..

love this one.. *wahahahahha*